Asthana

I always dream of a man one 4me who shake my world. I dnt like the boys of todays coz they not seems genuine to me but now a days I am start loving self much more than ever before coz I start loving :-) I have a passion 4 that person renowed world called it celebrity. And I said my passion, my enthusiasm, my love, my liking more over my man yet I not met wid him but severe gud reason to feel warm thinking near by my side by side ppl know my crazyness 4 him SHAHID KAPOOR. My type of man who governs on my heart my mind and on my smile simple,innocent kute a great laughter. Hmmm...my passion whom I need 4ever in my heart to stay.

मैँ जब इस जहाँ मे आयी माँ ने आँचल मेँ समेटा था मुझे। पिता ने बाहो मेँ भरकर कहाँ था परी आई है मेरी। जब तुम मेरी बाहों मेँ आई मैँने समेट लिया तुम्हे वो पहला स्पर्श जब थामी थी मेरी उगली और मुस्कुरा दी थी तुम। शरारत तुम मेँ शुरु से थी उगली पकडकर आँख मिचकाना याद आता है मुझे और खिलखिलाना तुम्हारा। मैने कहा था परी आई है और तुम्हारा पहला शब्द पल्ली गुदगुदाया था मुझे नकलची हुबहु। ना जाने कैसा बंधन है जो बाँध कर रख़ता है तुम से मुझे। मुझे यूं ही बाँधे रखना थामे हुए मेरी ऊगली चलना।

I am too innocent to this world to understand and always try to please happy to each and every person in my life who belongs to me evan those I never met with I make the bond but found the lack of sincerity which is right not possible too. The problem is I DON'T WANT TO UNDERSTAND THAT WORLD IS TOO PRACTICAL where emotions and values stand nowhere at one time you seems to nice to a person because they get benefit from you soon you are the worst because you are no use of them except creating nuisense for them how you become nuisense all of sudden don't know thats I AVOID CHATTING,I DON'T KNOW BUT I AM HAPPY IN MY SHELL IN MY SMALL WORLD. God bless to all........ REGARDS

Rahiman itna dijiye jake ang samaye meine bhi bhuka na rahu sadhu naa bhukaa jaye...lol. Agay soch rahi hoon kya likhu baba ramdev ki jai,congress hi hi satta chodo satta chodo yaa publc of democratic india suffer the most in nautanki's. kyu in leaders ko sharam ni aati,mujhe bhi batao kya khate ho mujhe bhi nakta banna hai tumari tarha nakto ki jai,sharif,sacche hihi.No need to repeat that what napolean griefd at sabko baita ke panchtantra ki khaniya sunane ka mann kar raha hai...sachhi.

Several time I think from where to begin my conversation and what the topic I have to choose in which I can do loads and loads of arguments,love the passion is the most liking subject I always want to talk to and discuss but now I am not talking about whom I put in my heart and locked him forever yet he is nowhere not in my life but seems to be present everywhere. Just like oasis in dessert. Yo,well love.......hmmm reading newspaper a boy cheat girl,girl cheated boy shocked or the boy shocked attempt the suicide or kill xx. Do they really love no just to saying a girl kill herself just becoz the boy who do promises fulfilling it with others because she is more beautiful with the previous one or earning more than the first.It's like a business in the market dhanda type and girl left the boy because next one is more wealthy with a previous have and more comforts he prevailed to her than the first one LSD right love,sex and dhokha. NE

My story my love story my life my tales or nothing might be everything.Life is a mystery for me which I never understand and if going to try to understand this it make me more confused,who is that who stopping me?? Am I really a coward or nor trust of faith on faith in any.....is faith dies or I denies?? Lots of things,views to think of my prospective or others opinion.A nude man running,running and running like a mad where to go unknown from this!! Self evaluation of self needed kya?? WHAT I AM?? AND WHO AM I?? gal,nothing. WHAT FOR?? don't know AIM....to be a successful person but no shortcut no compromise. AGE?? one hair become white LOL M

It really makes me laugh aloud when someone hardly meet an hour before on net and said that he loves me bottom of the heart without knowing me,its ridiculous,shocking,amazing ,astonishing for me to digest. What is love???A good question to debate on which never ends and how long it exist for a week,month,year and than.........I don,t want to be a doll or eye candy for so short time and when man see better than me he round up his luggage and move on.... strange routes don't want to follow without holding the hand of the person love and admired me most forever.

I think from the core of my heart is there existence of it in todays time when all around is your mischief people who always never try to be happen good to you and get happy to see you in malice.If god come and ask me to have the three wishes my first wish is going to be as you nurture mother nature nurture the people humans too,specially who are double standard and to those who before your qualities judge your reputation in society and your bank balance. When they die like the dogs in the street in accidents,bomb blast hospitals ICU beds money comes to rescue them,born nude and when died go to god again nude...alas. My second wish want only good people in my life with positive mindset one who believe in self rather crying karma,karma and sit idol at home like fools. Third wish true man as my life partner,mutual understanding and positive mindset.........thats.

Day 4 of amran anshan and rustic govt not noticed the old man plea what happened if something happened to anna hazaare,leaders are not as precisious as human life,how shamelessly not putting the ear.MONEY IS HONEY for these polititions,corrupt people corrupt generation of corrupt leaders.And vow of humanity and humanism great what a humanism they are showing.