Asthana

A place where art born and nurture and start breating to the field of adversity of acting cinema. Theatre,the time once a source of entertainment in early 80's. Movies have there different taste's. But theatre have its own taste of live performances of the artist of those times infact marvellous performers. Live performances of classic dance and music,which as a child i never understand yet i learn kathak in school and hard to hold my exp which irritates to my dance teacher. I prefer tamma tamma loge tamma. And natika of krishna to arjun yada yada hi dharmasya.....today as watchng doordarshan old memories stuck and broadn my lips wid smile. Fabulous days...

I am waiting for my Mr. Right and happiness which are awaited,my man, my child,my family. Everysort of things which makes a lady a woman wid all materialistic comforts. I hope my prayer answrd.

One day I go to the market to purchase some casuals. I choose the path which was under the road, as i enter inside all men are standing in line & urinating. Before they look at me I come up fast but ufff my breath stucked. However cross the road,on the other side a thanedar split bida on wall. Amazing how dirty we INDIAN'S are. If not talk about poor. One who move in branded luxary cars stand anywhere in the corner and start urinating. Sit in car and escape,oh my god u know its so shocking. Good numbers of facilities and dustbins are provided by the govt but every men choose the wall and stand or split. If there is gonna nominated any award for urinating and spliting anywhere. I am INDIA nominated for the award and surely get it.

Kadambari means bunches of flower,it is the name of goddess durga. Banbhatt first novel name kadambari, india's first lady dr. Kadambari ganguly bose. Ravindra nath tagore bhabi also have the same name kadambari. And one i also kadambari. Huuh what say,what my desires,wishes,dreams. How to start,where to begain,a thirst to achieve targets in life so people remember dis kadambari too. Life on my terms whatever the out come will be.

When a girl comes on the age of marriage parents put all efforts for her to make her life with happiness, content and peace thereafter she don't get happiness nor the support of his man including demands, demands and more demands to fulfill, the unwanted desire of boys family to complete. I don't understand the structure of marriage yet, where the boy get support for the wrong reason too,as ayesha sidqki case. Let c what happend to sania now when she become bulky... Its really very ridiculous hehehehe.

सुसाइड माने आत्म हत्या यानि आत्मा की हत्या। हर रोज़ का समाचार प्रकाशन हमेशा कोई ना कोई वजहा, पर इन वजहो के पीछे दोषी कौन है। हमारा ये सभ्य समाज और इस सभ्य समाज के लोग, जिनको अपने घर से ज्यादा दूसरो के घरो मे क्या हो रहा है इसकी ज्यादा फिक्र रहती है। फिर आदमी दूसरो की बात पर ज्यादा मंथन करता है अपने वयक्तित्व को गौण करके और यही उसके अंत की वजह बनता है। पर क्या ये स्मस्या का समाधान है,नही। डरने की जगह अगर परिस्थिति का सामना करे वो ज्यादा बेहतर है कहना आसन है पर अगर द्रड इच्छा शक्ति मजबुत है तो मुशकिल से पार पा जायेगे वो कहते है ना डर के आगे जीत है।

In todays time we talk about equality between boy and girl but in todays time it mean nothing when it comes to the marriage,the family of the boy demands and cancellation of marriage is very common along with the alter ego of superiority of being a ladke wale. The demand is of huge cash along with dowry,car and all home chorus including kharch pani of boys wale tapku relatives. Its to impress the community that ki dekho dhobi ke kutte ki kya kismat chamki hai, ek wqkt ghar mein dhanka saman ni tha aaj AC/CAR se niche baat hi nahi karta. Once there is no möney to go in other states today talking to going to mauritius, amirat,dubai etc-etc. And about the wife she must be in good job along with house hold work,and yes woman of the family. If she earn give it to sasu and she manage the home.....;-( WHAT IS THIS, THIS IS WHAT WE CALLED E=TY. Yeah if boy have to do business he hopes sasurji to help. Muh par chappal aise logo ke ghober se sani hui. Frustating elements of the society.

I heard a lot about live in relationship and hearing also this that goverment approving the bill. The benefits,the lady get is security by man but what about her integrity and her harrasment aaandd the most important question is about the child she give birth. Lots of thinks because it is india. The country of rituals,customs, traditions and essentric thinking & stupid logic. And one side lots of amendments for woman protection and on the other side open harrasment... What? I am confused.

I really don't understand ki ye ladke wale khud ko samjte kya hai,salay shaadi karne ate hai ya ladke ko bechne. Besharmo ki tarha mol bhavo karte hai. Aur kitna doge, kya kya doge, hame ye ye chahiye mila to thik warna soch kar bataenge. Yaar grahasti ladki ko shuru karni hai ya business karna hai itni paise ki bhuk hai jine,ladke ko beach bazaar mein khada karo aur boli lagao. I lakh ka, do lakh ka. Saray do, don't ladkiyo ke liye. Kaha to rishte daro ka pata ni hota kaha bhikhariyo ki itni lambi fauj khadi ho jati hai. Jab banda khud ek kamyab insaan hai so why so much demands, ladki ko uske ghar walo ko pareshan karna. Ladki ki kamai bhi chahege, dowry bhi...asuro ki tarha muh phad kar khade ho jate hai. Bhikhari salay..shit..

People always asked that why i give preference to the face of man when getting proposed if the boy earning well. Because my sixth sense said me to do so, face is the reflection of once personality. About seeing the face one know about the person. How fare or liar the person is. What he is saying true or bundle maar. Always get married to the person who looks pleasent to you not to your well wishers coz you have to live with him/her :-)

I write on it or i choose this subject because in today's time its very common that if there is no understanding between the two they go for mutual separations,the common reason are counted is girl is not of boy's standard or too outgoing(extrovert). you have to decide the criteria before getting married, that girl accept your terms or condition or not,if not don't say yes just because she is good looking,extrovert.Its in nature of human that he always compare,why?? they know better. First they proud outgoing babe but if she talk and laugh with someone she being noticed by every one that no shame or fear of so called society. O my dear stupid couples,why not you think of each other rather society or even parents,in most cases parents play the crucial role in destroying there child life and grand child lives and